Sunday, August 9, 2009 Y 5:38 PM
Woke up tday.seems dead.it has rain.it is quite dark n quiet.Perheps this is god's way of me noeing.that smthing important has left.My dead hamham.Goodbye,my dear.
往事只能回味
時光一逝永不回，
Time once gone will never return.
往事只能回味，
Past events can only be reminisced.
憶童年時竹馬青梅，
Recall the closeness of childhood friends,
倆小無猜日夜相隨。
The two of us with no deceit being together day and night.
春風又吹紅了花蕊，
The breeze of Spring has again ripen the stamina of the flowers.
你已經也添了新歲，
You are already another year older.
你就要變心像時光難倒回，
If you really wanted to change your mind as if time could not go back,
我只有在夢裡相依偎。
I could only lean on you in my dreams.
Bye. Ham Ham.you r the best i can ever hope for.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 Y 4:07 AM
Tday.
First time.
in CCA without yr 4 seniors.
It felt empty.
No more Qiu Yan to shout *Guides,fall in*[although she tried to trick us b4 cca starts XP]
No more eunice giving commands.
No more Yu Qing making me 自卑 n towering in front of me n possibly blocking the sun [:P]
The horseshoe formation,
was smaller.
much much smaller.
No more yuqing marching in front of me 2.
No more seeing the Guides tee[yuqing's] shirt's girl's head ever again.
Damn empty.
There is this "emptiness" lingering in the atmosphere.
Like smthingy is missing.
MAJORly missing.
It feels weird lah.
DAMN 不自在.
.................................................................
COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I BEG U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:'(
Friday, July 24, 2009 Y 5:43 PM
Yesterday was the year fours handover... ...
Wat can i said?
I love them sooooo much.
I will miss them so much.
It has only be like 6 months!
Can't it stay any longer?
I admit.
I almost cried.
Did not noe anyone noticed till yuqing ask me whether i was okay during patrol time.
I was totally shocked.
My eyes were RED.
I was like O.O
Found out that Cherie and Meng Ping was to change patrol.
And Jasmine join us as PS.
And grace join us too.
Sad.
Even though i am only year 1.
But.
The short half of year that i have spend with them.
I will not forget.
Rmb when WE first joined guides.
We were supposed to pick slips of paper.
And that would decide our future in girl guides.
Yes.
Patrols.
I didn't noe wat was going on.
And anyhow just pick one.
I opened it.
n I was in Oriole.
I was like huh?
Oreo?Wat is it?
Oh it's some type of bird.
N chirp around to noe wat others got.
Next.
I cant rmb.
But we ended up meeting our patrol i guess.
It was like ...
Erm?
Shy lah.
dunnoe wat to say.
First impression of yuqing was like she was DAMn TALL.
Taller than me by one head.
LOL.
I was so innocent rite?
LOL
Kays.
Yesterday.
Sad.
To repeat.
I almost cried.
Damn SAD can?
When qiuyan made her speech.
I was like.
Sad.
VERY sad.
she cried.
I almost folo.
but stoped.
Next.
The video.
Damn touching but laughed too.
ALmost cried.
AGAIN.
Then it is Qiu Yan's speech again.
I dun dare to look at her.
hiding behind Cherie's head.
cause i knew.
Once i do.
Tears will fall.
As i am writing now.
I am like tears filled.
not alot lah.
but like tears just welled up lor.
weird rite.
I dun seem like the type that will cry.
Next.
Is the announce who what PL CL n stuft.
Totally shock when jasmine was our PS.
I was like who is she?
O.O
kays.
Then OLD patrol time thingy.
We were ALL silent.
It was awkward.
I tink thats y we r silent.
Nthing to really do.
so i look here look there.
Seeing other patrols the BIG group like laughing n such.
I look back and was like SILENT.
I felt wrong.
like very extra leh.
Then yuqing said smthing sad.:'(
Oh ya b4 tat she ask me wats wrong.
casue my eyes were RED.
I was like O.O
Oh shit.
ya.
then.
new patrol time.
tat means.
YUQING IS GOING.
When we started hugging each other.
It was long.
n SAD.
When she started.
She CRIED.
It was natural.
I was like.
My heart went into full speed.
not the running type.
but the she bu de type.
beating so fast yet so heavily.
like the sinking feeling.
She had to bend down cause i damn short.
That moment i will never forget.
It was loong n sad.
Then new patrol time.
Same silence.
*Sign*
Bye~ Seniors.I will miss u like SIAO de.Cya............:'(
That made me thought bout yu qing.
The hugging part.
The crying part.
AGAIN n AGAIN.
Friday, July 17, 2009 Y 5:15 AM
Kays.long time no blog! N theodore scram off my blog. stop calling me sasagawa. my blood is boiling rite now. JUST SCRAM OFF
Kkays, now to update. When i was in a library, Someone STALKED US!
IT WAS A PERVERT!
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Gawd.
He was like staring at us the whole time,
while pretending to read or browse sm book.
helllllllllllo
DAMN OBVIOUS CAN?
The problem is he is not UGLY!
WEIRD!
THE.
WORLD.
IS.
GETTING.
WEIRDER.
EVERYDAY.
I.
SWEAR.
